Still feeling stuck and a bit discouraged. My friend keeps reminding me to live by faith and not sight. But both of them don't seem to be ｖｅｒｙ ｐｒｏｍｉｓｉｎｇ ｏｐｔｉｏｎｓ ｆｏｒ ｔｈｅ ｍｏｍｅｎｔ．
Ｉ think sometimes people say "live by faith" ｔｏ ｂｒｕｓｈ ｏｖｅｒ ｇｅｎｕｉｎｅ ｃｏｎｃｅｒｎｓ ｏｒ ｓｉｔｕａｔｉｏｎs． Ｉwant to live by faith, but Iｆｅｅｌ ｌｉｋｅ ｍｙ ｆａｉｔｈ ｉｓ ｎｏｔ ｓｏ ｓｔｒｏｎｇ ｒｉｇｈｔ ｎｏｗ． Don't misunderstand me. Iｓｔｉｌｌ ｈａｖｅ ｆａｉｔｈ， ｂｕｔ ｉｔ ｆｅｅｌｓ ｐｅｌｔｅｄ ｗｉｔｈ ｓｈａｒｐ ｌｉｔｔｌｅ ｓｔｏｎｅｓ ｔｈａｔ ｈａｖｅ ｌｏｄｇｅｄ ｔｈｅｍｓｅｌｖｅｓ ｉｎ ｍｙ ｈｅａｒｔ．
Ｓｏ，Ｉ think for me, living by faith ｒｉｇｈｔ ｎｏｗ ｄｅｍａｎｄｓ ｍｅ ｔｏ ａｌｓｏ ｔａｋｅ ｓｏｍｅ ａｃｔｉｏｎ ａｎｄ ｍａｋｅ ｓｏｍｅ ｃｈｏｉｃｅｓ ｔｈａｔ ａｒｅ ｇｏｉｎｇ ｔｏ help ｇｒｏｗ ｍｙ ｆａｉｔｈ． Iｗａｎｔ ａ ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ ｐｅｒｃｅｐｔｉｏｎ to see my situation and Iａｌｓｏ ｗａｎｔ ｔｏ ｓｔｅｅｒ ｍｙ ｌｉｆｅ， ｍｙ ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔｓ ｉｎ ａ ｎｅｗ ｄｉｒｅｃｔｉｏｎ． Ｍａｙｂｅ ｍｙ ｌｉｆｅ ｉｓ ｇｏｉｎｇ ａ ｄｉｆｆｅｒｅｎｔ ｄｉｒｅｃｔｉｏｎ ｔｈａｎ Ｉ ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ ａｔ ｆｉｒｓｔ ａｎｄ ｐｅｒｈａｐｓ ｔｈａｔ＇ｓ ｃｏｎｔｒｉｂｕｔｉｎｇ ｔｏ ｔｈｅ ＂ｆｕｎｋ．＂But either way, I ｎｅｅｄ ｔｏ ｆａｃｅ ｉｔ．
I've been a bit ｖａｇｕｅ in the past couple of posts． Ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｌａｒｇｅｌｙ ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ Ｉ don't know why I ａｍ ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ ｉｎ ａ ｆｕｎｋ， ａｎｄ Ｉ＇ｍ ｅｖｅｎ ｍｏｒｅ ｕｎｃｌｅａｒ ｏｆ ｗｈａｔ ｏｒ ｈｏｗ Ｉ ｃａｎ ｇｅｔ ｏｕｔ ｏｆ ｉｔ．
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Oh, boy, even the computer you were using seemed to sense the mood. Sometimes our time in the down and outs are a season in time. The reasons aren't always visible at the moment. It is always good when we are on the other side looking back wondering why we felt so down. rs
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