Monday, August 31, 2009
Heart's Desire - to learn more
8/20/09: Will you ever know enough? Sometimes I wonder if I will ever have enough Chinese to fully understand people. Will I ever be able to get 80% of what people are saying? Will I ever be able to understand that they are making a joke or being sarcastic or being rude? Will I ever have a taxi ride where I don’t have to ask them to explain some word? Oh to be competent and fluent in Chinese! Recently, I have felt very discouraged and unable to get beyond the language hump of being able to have intimate conversations in Chinese. Although I can talk with people about simple topics, I can’t go deep places with them, and it’s slowly tugging at the corners of my otherwise cheery disposition, making me feel as though my entire year of language study was in vain.